The last couple weeks I've been under a tremendous amount of stress. I'd love to get it all off my chest but unfortunately it isn't something I can talk about. What I can talk about though is how I did exactly the wrong thing when all this turmoil began. I quit exercising and meditating and started eating junk food. Granted, my junk food isn't nearly as junky as the typical American diet but still it caused my body to get very confused. I quit sleeping but then only had enough energy to sit around watching TV.
The worst of it is behind me now (I think) so I'm going to make it a priority to get back on track. I bought plenty of fresh produce last weekend so our meals should be automatically more healthy since I don't want it to go to waste. Also, I'm off work until next Monday so exercising shouldn't be a problem.
Even though I am disappointed with how I let this issue disrupt my healthy lifestyle, it provided proof that I've been doing the right thing over the past couple years. Normally it would have taken much less stress to completely mess up my stomach, give me constant headaches, and kick my IBS back into full force misery. None of that happened. Yes, my stomach has been very quivery and nervous, but I've been able to eat and overall I've felt pretty good considering the circumstances. I haven't neglected any of my other activities. I still get up every morning, pack Kayleigh's lunch, fix breakfast, go to her track meets. I'm really shocked at how well I managed to compartmentalize that small but extremely stressful part of my life so that it didn't interfer with the rest of my life. Oh yeah, and poor Kayleigh had her birthday fall in the middle of all of this!
This has been rambling and incoherent but I guess my main point is that although I didn't keep up with my diet and exercise routine over the past couple weeks, the good habits from the last couple years helped get me through this minor set back without too much damage.
I have tons of planned blog posts that I haven't got to this month so I'm going to make those a priority along with getting everything else back on track. Stay tuned!